It’s been a while since my last blog… weird. Anyways, my weekend with my roommates was amazing! We had so much fun… except when we went to Chico. Tracy (the one who lives in Chico) was in such a bad mood when we got there and she was just being a bitch. I hate to say that but it’s true. It’s like… we just drove 3 hours to see you and you’re not even going to give me a hug? But she got over it by the end of the day and we had a good time.

I texted my ex last night and told him I missed him. It was stupid but that’s what I wanted to do and I just figured I should say how I feel. He asked if I wanted to get lunch the next day and I said okay. It was kind of awkward. I got there and he was standing outside talking on the phone, so I had to wait for him to get off. And then he asked for a hug and I reluctantly gave him one. I don’t want to be a bitch but how can I not, after what he did? We had lunch and he apologized for “being a dick”, which he should. He told me to text him when I felt like it, and asked me if I still hated him. I didn’t hate him in the first place… but it’s just confusing. Seeing him made me miss him even more. It was strange that we didn’t go back to his place after lunch, and that we just went our own separate ways. I just miss being around a guy, I guess. Hopefully I’ll get over it soon. I really want to be friends with him because he is such a good guy. He just screwed up I suppose.

Anyways not much else is happening here. I’m still not working… great. I’ve been spending so much money that it’d be nice to make some every once in a while. I have staff training tomorrow morning but that’s about it. I changed my wisdom teeth appointment to the 10th (because my mom flew to virginia last minute and has to stay there a little longer… I want her to be here to take care of me afterwards!) And yeah… that’s about it. Hope everyone’s summer is going great and that you’re enjoying every minute of it.

My sister’s having her wisdom teeth out tomorrow morning. I hope everything goes well and that she has a quick recovery time! That will be me in just a couple of weeks (damn).

All I can think about is that my best friend from school is coming on THURSDAY! I am way too excited! I can’t wait to see her. It’s only been a little over a month but I miss her a lot. I’m taking a short vacation, I guess you could say. She’s coming Thursday night, and my other friend from school is driving here from San Rafael (about 45 minutes away from here) that night as well. Friday afternoon we’re going to San Rafael for the night. Then Saturday night we’re driving to Chico to see our other friend. We’ll leave on Monday morning I think. It’s just going to be so fun. I can’t wait. I just want her to come now!

Woahh I haven’t posted in a while. I’ve been posting like every day here. Haha. It was my dad’s birthday on the 15th, so we went to Tiburon (we took the ferry from San Fransisco) and had lunch there. Just for a side note to myself for the future, it is almost impossible to find anything vegetarian at a seafood restaurant. I ordered a caesar salad which isn’t really even vegetarian because it has anchovies in it. But it was my best option.

I went back into the hair salon on Friday and had my hair redone. I can’t even explain how much better it looks. Oh wait, yes I can. With pictures! Here and here. Such a big improvement. I like it a lot now.

I’ve been having the laziest summer. I’m hardly working. I have lost touch with my high school friends. I’m basically just waiting for when I go back to school (on September 14). It feels sooooo far away.

My ex-boyfriend sent me a text today, “I miss talking to you.” Which was SO relieving because I felt the same way but I didn’t want to be the one to text/call/whatever him first. But I just want to be mad at him because of the way we broke up. It was so immature and rude. I don’t want to be friends. But I can’t help but want to talk to him.

In other news, I’m now a staff member at iheartwatson.net, one of my favorite fansites ever. So I’m super excited about that and that will definitely keep me occupied for the rest of the summer.

I don’t really think I have anything left to talk about…. yeah.