It’s been a while since my last blog… weird. Anyways, my weekend with my roommates was amazing! We had so much fun… except when we went to Chico. Tracy (the one who lives in Chico) was in such a bad mood when we got there and she was just being a bitch. I hate to say that but it’s true. It’s like… we just drove 3 hours to see you and you’re not even going to give me a hug? But she got over it by the end of the day and we had a good time.

I texted my ex last night and told him I missed him. It was stupid but that’s what I wanted to do and I just figured I should say how I feel. He asked if I wanted to get lunch the next day and I said okay. It was kind of awkward. I got there and he was standing outside talking on the phone, so I had to wait for him to get off. And then he asked for a hug and I reluctantly gave him one. I don’t want to be a bitch but how can I not, after what he did? We had lunch and he apologized for “being a dick”, which he should. He told me to text him when I felt like it, and asked me if I still hated him. I didn’t hate him in the first place… but it’s just confusing. Seeing him made me miss him even more. It was strange that we didn’t go back to his place after lunch, and that we just went our own separate ways. I just miss being around a guy, I guess. Hopefully I’ll get over it soon. I really want to be friends with him because he is such a good guy. He just screwed up I suppose.

Anyways not much else is happening here. I’m still not working… great. I’ve been spending so much money that it’d be nice to make some every once in a while. I have staff training tomorrow morning but that’s about it. I changed my wisdom teeth appointment to the 10th (because my mom flew to virginia last minute and has to stay there a little longer… I want her to be here to take care of me afterwards!) And yeah… that’s about it. Hope everyone’s summer is going great and that you’re enjoying every minute of it.