The one thing I’ve been dreading all summer is over! Honestly, it was so much better than I thought it would be. I took some valium beforehand so I was super calm. When I got there they gave me some laughing gas which made me feel so much better. They even put a numbing spray on my arm before they gave me the IV. It went in with no problems, and I was asleep before I knew it. I honestly felt like I was out for 2 seconds and I was awake and home. My cheeks are hardly swollen, I have very little pain. I actually have an appetite as well. I am just so happy about how everything is going in that department. I’ve been really worried all summer about it and it’s such a breeze.

The only bad thing is I’m having a really hard time sleeping. I have to keep my head elevated so that my cheeks don’t swell up, which means I have to sleep on my back (which I absolutely cannot do) with my head up. It’s horribly uncomfortable. So I got like 5 hours of sleep. I went to the family room around 730AM and ate some applesauce and took two more vicodin, then went to my room and turned on some friends and took a nap. That’s basically what I’ve been doing all day. I’m totally sleep deprived. Hopefully I have a better nights sleep tonight because I’m tired of being exhausted.

Can’t wait to go back to San Luis Obispo in less than a month! I love it there so much ♥

I’m so excited for Katy Perry’s new CD! It’s embarassing to admit that I love her, because her music isn’t that good, but I listen to it anyways. But you can guarantee that I’ll have all of her new songs on my itunes in a week, heh.

Tomorrow is the day I’m going to get my wisdom teeth out. I’m starting to get nervous. I’m not scared of getting surgery at all. I’m also not dreading the healing process. I just hate needles so much. And I know they don’t hurt at all, it’s just the thought of something going under my skin like that… it grosses me out. But my mom will be there to hold my hand and it’ll be over before I know it! That’s what I keep thinking about. So I’m drinking a shit ton of water today cause the doctor said it will help my veins get a little bigger so they’ll have an easier time giving me the IV. I’m going to be peeing like every 5 minutes, great.

I keep texting my ex/he keeps texting me. It feels wrong to talk to him, after what he did (I didn’t blog about it here, but I posted about it on LIGHTS). Basically, he said he still cared about me. Not that I cared about that, cause I don’t want so get back together with him at all. But he said that. And then I asked him if he was sad about what happened AT ALL, and he said “I’m sad that I made you sad.” Oh, thanks asshole. You said you still cared but obviously you don’t care one bit. Yet we’re still talking. It’s just so hard not to be friends with him after texting every day for almost 4 years. I need to break the habit, I think.

Anyways, I’ll be back on to blog in a few days about my teeth and stuff. Wish me luck, I’ll need it!

Ignore the dumb title. That’s the song I’m listening to and I’m really bad at making cool titles.

I don’t know why I’m even blogging right now. Nothing has changed in my life. Haha. My mom came home and it’s sooo nice. Everything around the house is like… kept clean. And the dog is taken care of. And she just takes care of things. When she’s not home the house just empty. My poor cat Ham got his tooth pulled the other day because it was rotting. He lost his other fang this winter for the same reason, so basically he doesn’t have his two front teeth. We keep making fun of him for it, haha. I have to give him antibiotics twice a day for a week, the poor thing.

I went to my friends graduation/birthday party tonight. I hate how awkward I am. It was kind of a small party with all her high school friends and I didn’t really know anyone since I’m a grade above them. I mean I try to talk to people but I just don’t know what to say. I wouldn’t have been fine if I went with my twin sister, but I guess I’m just not used to being alone at a party when I don’t really know anyone. Needless to say, I left pretty soon. And now I’m just back home, doing the usual. On the computer and browsing Lights. Fun summer, right?